The definition of crazy

2012-01-06T04:37:00.000-08:00

Hey guyss.. cant post lately.. school started n my room comp spoilll... cant use comp or even switch it on!! grrr.. soorrryy.. byeee

love,

emma

Swimmmm...

2011-12-28T19:05:00.000-08:00

Wassap people :)

Went swimming on wednesday. with fredy, beverly, beverly's lil bro, erra n nita. bt yinita din swiimmmm :( so she just sat there aloone.. huiping was sposed 2 b there.. bt hr dad told hr 2 go home.. did you know i used 2 looooove swimming? now i only go swimming every 6 months or so.. so it was a nice feeling to b back in the water.. i used 2 swim for more than 6 hrs each time i get in. haiiiss.. i miss the water already..

Emma

what i did for christmas

2011-12-25T18:25:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! U know what?? hahahh.. yesterday was my blog's 3rd birthday!! n yesterday was christmaaas!! hahah.. k.lame. Soo.. wat'd you do for christmas? well,, since i dont celebrate christmas, i pretty much stayed home th whole day and watched th awesome tv showss.. well, except fr at night.. th girls in my family went out 2 popular 2 buy th stationeries fr school. kinda boring.. aft that, bought th frostie at wendy's yumm.. hmm.. then met my auntie n decided 2 go hr hse.. got hungry n ended up eating bad tasting food. ugh. then watched more awesome tv at hr hse :D ok. oh yeaa.. frgt 2 mention. went scape wth my sis, cousin n nat on saturday :) it was reall funn bought some stuffs fr as low as 50 cents.. bt of course bad quality.. lols. k. i have no life.

Love,

Emmie

Christmas!

2011-12-24T08:37:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!! its christmaaas! r u guys happy??!! omg i hope so! well,, id just like to take th time to thank everyone for what they have givven me so far.. id also like to tell my best friends how much i looooove you guys!! as for my family, words cant describe how much i love you guys too.. i dont really celebrate christmas but for the people who do, merry christmas to you!!!

I hope you lke th pict of the chrismas tree!! its from hong kong disneyland :D

Love,

PS: Look! i baked brownies!

Letter to Santa

2011-12-24T08:29:00.000-08:00

Hey Santa..

Its my 1st time writing.. i dont really know how this works.. i know this letter is a little late but could you bend the rules a little bit? Christmas, i just want my mum to be proud of me. i wanna make her glad that she raised me. i also would like all my friends to have long-lasting happiness.. for myself, i just wanna get into a great poly next year.. also, i would like to thank god for giving me what i have and i appreciate what i have in life. what i dont have, ill just keep praying for :)

Love,

Emma

PS: Id also like more patience :)

Urgh. You.

2011-12-23T05:30:00.000-08:00

once you begin to hate someone, everything they do is annoying to you

You are sooooo annoying. its like every single day you type out something political abt our country.. like " i think we shld all stop hating.. our country would be better!" grrr... like duh! r u like dumb or something? its like youre a freaking attention seeker or something... well maybe you dont notice or something... i give you justice for that bt seriously? i know youre a freaking talented person or something... bt you dont have to flaunt it to the whole world. sure you have supporters. bt you dont have to tell people to inform you that they are a fan. =.= i mean seriously? i dunno if youre attracting all this attention on purpose or not, but its like youre just trying to annoy me. i really was a fan... great supporter of your work.. bt now,, all i can hear is words and no action. you have great gift. stop promoting it and start using it.

Sincerely,

Emma

Sleep Talkin

2011-12-21T18:31:00.000-08:00

HIYA PEAPERL!

a very good morning to you! hmm.. a short post today? did you know i sleep-talk? (talk in my sleep) hmm.. i din know either.. i only realised it when i was awakened by my own talking.. i was drifting of to sleep when i heard a really loud humm.. my eyes snapped open, only to realise it was me! and then i heard a chuckle frm the corner of my bed and saw my sister.. she was watching the whole time! then she told me that i was humming in my sleep.. she said i also said sentences.. apparently, i do it almost every month.. than she kept breaking off to laugh. apparently, i said something quite funny on one occasion.. she wouldnt tell me -.- i was most surprised at how loud i was. wow. oh well, i guess i got it from my dad.. he sleep-talks too you know? in fact, even taps his leg and laughs.. funny stuff.. even better in real life! haaa... see ya soon!!

Love

Emmie

What I hate about her..

2011-12-18T19:47:00.000-08:00

Well, as you can see, the "her" is me and todayy,, id like to post what i dislike about myself.. well, like many girls, i have some insecurities and i thot i shld just list them dwn.. well.. for myself..

and i thot why not post it on my blog? i mean its not like anybody reads it.. hmm,,, i shall post bout thirty of them? well, lets kick it off to a start and start bitching bout her!

1) She's well,, Fat.

2) She's Ugly.

3) She talks too much..

4) She's annoying

5) She's an attention seeker

6) She lies.. alot.

7) She keeps disappointing people

8) She's too clingy

9) She has trust issues.

10) She breaks down easily

11) She's lazy

12) She's too hyper at times

13) She is too sarcastic

14) She is over-sensitive

15) She has a very hard time making friends

16) She falls for guys too easily

17) She over-analyses things

18) She's desperate to be in a relationship

19) She gets her hopes up too easily

20) She acts cute.. eww right?

21) She complains alot

22) She's like super fat

23) She corrects people alot

24) She's stupid.. like as in.. Dumb.

25) Her personality like.. sucks..

26) She's a hypocrite.

27) She gets hurt easily

28) She's not sporty

29) She has no talent

30) She's a huge show off.

Well, there you have it. thats 30 things i hate about myself! byee!!

Love,

Emma

PS: She looks super ugly in that pic.

USS

2011-12-17T22:33:00.000-08:00

Afternoon ppl :)

Went 2 Universal Studios Singapore yesterday with my cousins n nephew.. left home at ard 7 a.m. reached there ard 10 after eating.. we walked on th boardwalk cos diin wanna waste ezlink moneyy... wen we reached,, it was like totally crowded. It was expensive,, but totally worth it!! It WAS LIKE FUCKIN AWESOME! k. mostly went on roller coasters.. we took the mummy one like 3 times.. it was a little scary cos of th monsters n fire n it went backwards.. which was like tatally funn!! then we took the CYLON like 4 times! it was my favourite! we went like 360 degrees! awesome right?!!! oh goood!! i wanna go again!! and then we took the really sccary one,, the HUMAN like twice.. this one went really high and like sideways.. more scary cos it was less secure.. they only secure ur legs while the CYLON secures your body too.. and then we went for the water world.. it was like really cool! lotsa guns n explosions.. and the actress was reallly pretty.. amayzing acting. and then we went for the 3d show.. the one in far far away.. it was... "eehh" the seats move tho.. so that was a plus... and the spiders part, something tickled ur leg.. so i was like shocked.. ok. then we went to the transfomers.. the accelerator?? i thk.. that was abit of an anti climax cos it was like the teacups in normal fun fairs.. oh yeah.. ad there was this new ride.. the transformers one.. it was totally coool!! i went 3 times.. i really felt like a part of it! cool shit man. i had an amazing time there.. din get any souveniours tho... oh well still fun! totally worth th money too.. in th afternoon, the queue was like an hr long bt at night,, less thn 15 minss :) rained for like 3 hrs tho.. wow.. bt still went on sm rides.. in total,, walked for like.. 16 hrs.. tiring.. but again,, totally funn n worth it.. homed at 1 pluss..

I wanna go again!

Love,

Emma

PS: i know th pict is really dark n unglam.. but i took it in th transformers queue hahah... okay.. love you!

Moving on...

2011-12-14T20:21:00.000-08:00

Its so hard. i want to move on.. i really do.. its just so hard.. i mean, we're literally miles and miles apart.. its been a year.. i haven't even spoken to you since then. but i cant help it.. every time someone asks me who i like, your face flashes in my mind for a brief instant, right before i block you out again. tell me why its so hard.. you never did anything special to me. your actions never stood out so much from the others. i want to move on.. it would be much easier if i could let you go...

maybe its just me.. im telling myself i wanna let you go.. but my heart doesnt want to let go.. just for the sake of me having.. something.. something to hold on.. i gotta move on.. i cant keep living like this. youre probably over there meeting new people.. having fun. but i cant cos im too busy thinking of you.. i want to be free..

Love,

Emma♥

Too close for comfort?

2011-12-13T05:03:00.000-08:00

Hi againn guyys! short post.. and its kinda random. i was thinking about you know like in tv (well not only in tv),, th main characters always have somebody they can totally be themeselves with right? and im just wondering whos that person in myy life? the closest i come to is my best friend.. and even then, i cant be myself,, i have to constantly watch out for what i say or how i behave.. cos im always too scared to hurt their feeelings by accident.. okay.. im dumb.. kay nevermind.. im talking gibberish.. but seriously?? i dont know even know how im sposed to behave when im not wtching out for what i say or do.. i mean.. how do you even do that?? like just let go?? hais okay shutup emma. kbye!

Love,

Emmie ♥

Hong Kong Trip!

2011-12-13T04:44:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps! im baaaack! Frm wer?? my hong kong trip of course! i left for 1 week leeh!! Choir trip! i had 2 room with this gorgeous bitch above ♥ (i mean yinita) lol.

Hmmm..id sayy it was awesome.. except the food of course.. we kept eating indian food and cereal for brekfast.. hmph.. oh well.. at least i got to go to DISNEYLAAAND!! omg it was awesome.. my fave pt was wen th cast of the lion king gave us a workshop!! omg!! it wassss fuckin' awesooome.! k.mantain..

well,, highlights:

*it was my 1st airplane ride. it was fun! i wanna go again!

*we entered a competition,, we got silver.. we were disappointed cos we aimed for a gold.

*disneyland was fucking fun.

*the lion king rocks

*i'm totally sick of indian food now. (not to sound racist)

*hong kong was pretty much the same as singapore except the buildings are tallerrr..

*it was really cold!

*i hate high heels! grrr..

omgeee.. n for our last night there,, yinita and i made a prankcall to nat!! hahah!! it was daaammn funnyy.. yinita acted as a crazy china woman!! n nat was like screamin "u better tell me hu u are or ill call the freaking police!" n then yinita broke off to curse some chinese words!! i totally believed in her!! (claps for staying in character!)

haaaaaaaa!!! okay!! awesome overseas trip! definitely a memory i'll never forget!

Loveeee,

Emma♥

Choir Concert

2011-11-30T19:36:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps!!

Soooo sorrry havent been updating latelyy!! have been veryvery busy wth preparations fr chhoir concert.. well,, it was yesterday!! finally over!! and it went awesome!!!! especially our glee number! it was like friggin awesome! and well,, i messed up my solo part bt i dont even care cos it ended with a blast!!! hahah yeaaahh!!! yep.. our conductor proposed to his gf wth our help :P weeeweeet!! omg yeah!! ppl who din go shud regret their decision! cos it was awesome :) yeahyeah.. lol.. okay no time to relax cos up next is our choir winter choral festival!! suuuper duuupper excited!! we're goin 2 hong kong.. mmmhmmm.. once again,, th choir concer was awesome and i wish i could do it all over again!! loove yaaa!!! muahmuahmuah!!

Love,

EMMMMAAA!! <3

Reading

2011-11-25T17:28:00.000-08:00

Heyyy guysss.. hmm.. recently realised,,, i read wierd.. i mean,, not the aloud part bt my imagination part.. yep. my imagination's too stroong :) why you say? Cos when i read a funny scene, i tend to burst out laughing and everyone's like "damn, shes nuts" god.. i dare not read in class bcos of that.. ugh... oh yeaaa.. and you know when there are dialougues eg, "you know you love me" he said smugly.... if i cant imagine the character reading it aloud, i read it out myself to give myself a clearer view of a scene.. so when i read a book,, its basically a movie in my head.. so when i read books around my friens,, they'll be like "what the hell are you doing? who are you talking to???" and ill be like i dunno.. myself?? gahhh.. imma wierdo.. embracing it. Kay the end! muahmuahmuah!! buh bai!!

Love,

Emmie

Language

2011-11-20T16:49:00.000-08:00

Hey guysss.. Did ya know i suck at my mother tongue language? so basically i only speak 1 language.. well you guessed it.. english (like duh. r u like dumb or something?) well i guss i speak sarcasm pretty well.. and i understand dumb ppl talk. anw,, since im only gd at 1 language, i try my best to top my class in that. gotta be good at something right??

pfft.. seriouslyy,, this hols sucks.. sooo boooringg.. my mum rarely allow me 2 go out.. so im like.. haissss..nth better to do.. ive read 5 books these past 2 wks and now im bored agn.. k nth left to say..

byeee :)

Love,

Emma

PS: ya know my choir auditions i was talking abt? i passed all four wooohooo!! anw,, tmrws our dance routine auditions!! wish me luck! <3

Update

2011-11-18T21:39:00.000-08:00

K. I HAVENT ABANDONED U GUYS.. JUST BUSY LATELY!! POST AS SOON AS I CAN! BUH BAII!! LOVE UUUU!!

Love,

Emmie

Auditions!

2011-11-16T17:06:00.000-08:00

Things are like a roller coaster ride with you.. im always following your mood.. im scared... things are okay now. bt i dunno when theyll be down again.. i hope this thing is finally over..

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Heyy guyyyss!! Hmm.. nt much 2 talk about except that todays my choir auditionnsssssssss!!! omgomgomg!! im like soooo nervous! oh godd.. im gonna fail T.T

i havent memorised it!! orr like practiced alot.. and i dunno th partss.. im gonna diiiiiiiiiiee -.-

k emma.. stop whining. grrrr.. freaking out! 4 songs leeehh..

ugh. suck it up!. k bye guys.. gt to practice sm more!! buh bai!

Love,

Emmie

Without You

2011-11-15T18:55:00.000-08:00

Everytime you do something to piss me off,, i try to get back at you.. but lately.. you dont seem to need me for anything.. its driving me crazy.. i cant help bt think that life without you would me unbearable or me.. bt tolerable for you. is it just me? or am i just to dependent on you? all the things you do to piss me off.. its unbearable. you dont even seem to care when i cry. i cant bear anymore of this.

Privileged

2011-11-13T17:40:00.000-08:00

Hey guys.. nth much to talk about todayy.. its just that ive been realizing that im th most underprivileged of all my friendss and yeeet,, they still do complain about nt getting enough money.. its kinda wierrd.. i know i complain too.. bt its definitely lesser than them.. anw, i feel that in the current society we live in, money does make the world go round. i mean, nowadays,, we use money for almost anything! cleaning? well we have to buy cleaning supplies..

bt we have to live with this fact.. make the most out of what we have.. i mean,, we can live without buying branded jeans . or shoes.. in the end its still what ends up on out feet, covered with shit (soil,, fertilizer.. meh.. theyre the same thing..) or foooooood.. its nice to have luxury once in a while.. bt once you refuse to eat anything but _________, it becomes really annoying cos it comes out of your body as shit.. not reallly useful..... so,, im saying,, if you feel money isnt one of your assets,, live around it. make things easier for yourself. you'll realise life's alot easier if you dont have to worry bout money.

so.. nth left to say.. anw,, later goin off to choir.. yeh.. sad boring life. so monotonous. im considering killing myself just for a change of pace.. post more soon!

Love,

Emmie

Paranoid

2011-11-12T19:20:00.000-08:00

Paranoid:

Exhibiting or characterized by extreme and irrational fear or distrust of others

Hey guyss.. well you can probably tell what im gonna talk about.. well we all know how wonderfully popular and gorgeous my best friend is.. which one?? well yinita of course.. anyway.. shes been acting distant and wierd around me lately.. and im thhinking shes tired of me. 3 years you know? i know this sounds lame.. but shes the longest bff ive ever had.. and im used to people leaving me.. shes waaaaay too good for me.. and well,, im nothing compared to her.. waiting for the day she'll realise that. then she'll just walk out of my life and she'll have no trouble coping cos she has so many friends and admirers and i'll just be there.. falling apart.. trying my best to pick up the pieces. well yeah.. apparently im annoying and sensitive.. and im just waiting by the door... waiting to help her open it when she decides to leave. yeah.. im trying to open up to her and talk abt my problems.. bt im a drama queen.. im annoying when i talk abt them.. and im too sensitive so my problems r probably nothing to her.. yeah.. i think ill try keeping them to myself.. k.diam.

love,

emma

Hello again

2011-11-11T22:07:00.000-08:00

Hi bloggers.. havent posted in forever.. really missed this blog.. well hols started bt im still goin back to school regularly.. choir.. i havent met shamim in a month.. maybe more.. bt i dunno.. i guess i dont miss her as much as i shld.. kinda wierd.. we're drifting apart and im not really tryin to do anything.. we'll anw, here's new info.. i celebrated my first halloween (well my first halloween i celebrated) was this year.. didnt post about it but i went to escape.. there were alooooooot of people.. only managed 2 get on 3 rides.. but i went to th haunteed huse overandover cos it wasnt

that scary.. heres a few photos!

oh yea.. umm...made a tumblr blog.. its packed with funny stuff.. heres the link.. www.emmalikesbubbles.tumblr.com

well its a website i visit to get a gd laugh.. anyway.. in these months,, got over some people,, fell for more.. but im just at a point in my life where i just dont care anymore ya know? guys just enter your life,, and then leave.. its like youre a hotel or something.. im not saying ill give up,, im just saying im over trying too hard for someone temporary.. well ill definitely post again soon.. see ya :)

Love,

Emma

2011-06-17T05:38:00.001-07:00

Roses are dead, violets are too, I`m still in love but not with you. You thought you hurt me, and made me cry, But now I'm in love with another guy. Simply because you have no class, All you can do, is kiss my ass. You sit around and talk your shit, So fuck you and your little ass dick. What my man is doing, you can`t do. You tell your homies you played me like a bitch, And I tell my girls you have a little dick. You said you loved me, but It wasnt true. Well guess what Motha Fucka I played you too. - LOL

found on

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Bugis with mummy

2011-04-30T19:47:00.000-07:00

Gd morning ppl :D

hmm.. yesterday.. went geylang wth mummy 2 buy sis baju kurung.. then after that,, went 2 bugis.. bought a top and a necklace.. i dont thk its that nice tho.. erra bought a jacket, a belt and 2 lipglosses (<-- is this plural for lipgloss??) then we all went home.. it was ard 1o plus wen we reached home.. kay..

Love,

emma

2011-04-25T04:47:00.000-07:00

Detention!!

2011-04-25T04:35:00.001-07:00

Gd evening sunshines!!

well,, todayy was a very like bad day.. hmm.. came late 4 taf.. detention -.- my first time 0.0

then umm.. school. veryvery boring.. like sleepy boring.. then aft sch,, straight away w8 outside general office.. alone.. aft 1h 30 mins, i go ask general office wer he is.. couldnt find.. then th lady ask me help her do stuf.. den she go call mr tan. he say he at library, went up 2 library.. ard 4 oredy.. gmme back my phone.. then look 4 nita.. wasnt there. so stayback @ library. read.. then me n jariah go 7 eleven.. she bought coffee.. i bought.. well c for yourself..

its so cute i could just eat it!! and i did.. mmmm.. heheh.. so cute!
well,, nth left 2 say.. buh bai!!

Love,

Emma

Nats birthdayy!!

2011-04-22T22:25:00.000-07:00

Heyhey.. 2days ago. nat's bday.. gonna post bout it.

~~i was angry the whole time b i didnt wanna ruin it so i kept quiet.. til the end. many things disappointed me alot~~

I had alotta fun :D we took alotta picts!! hmm. cross country was b4 that... haizxc. lets strt frm there.. well,, i tink i tried reall hard 4 it.. bt i still failed.. -.- hmm.. 1st ran wth yanran. then she ran real fast.. couldnt catch up.. ran alone.. then caught up wth nita.. ran wth her.. woah.. shes fast. like a freakin ballerina.. told her 2 go wthout me.. then ran wth jariahhh til the end.. whew.. drank alotta water. had 2 sit on the mud cos of prize presentations.. lots of frogs n insects.. screamed alot. then it ended quite fast..

then me n nat n jariah n huiping n nita went home.. showered, changed, met up wth huiping n yinita at bus stop.. i was late again.. tsk..tsk. then all went 2 nats hse.. wow.. 2 hrs.. then reached, n raided her roooommm.. umm.. chatted,, n gave makeovers.. \nat helped me do th wingy thingy using th eyeliner.. niiice.. then makeover huiping.. ate burger, fires n chicken.. yummzzz.. then all camwhored in room.. fotos on FB. then ate cake.. hhomemade.. nice. then all wnt 2 whitesands 2 slack 4 a bit.. i borrowed nat's hat n i thk i look awesome in it. pestered my mum 2 buy me one.. she agreed.. soon.. anw,, then we all went home.. me n nita wet 2 buy mac n slack at petal.. chatted.. ~~nice.~~ fredy sent me home.. TAADAA~~

Love,

Emmie

Abandoned

2011-04-19T03:49:00.000-07:00

i guess im being overly dramatic arent i ? psh.. i still feel kinda upset.. its not that i didnt want to go.. its that i couldnt.. i really wanted 2 go.. you couldve made it possible u noe? bt u just accepted the lie. okay.. ill get over it.. wen i want to.. when i can. when you know. when you do something bout it. u noe its ur first time going there with frens.. n u let me miss it. hmm.. m i really your best friend?? ive been questioning that alot nowadays..

SYF

2011-04-15T07:16:00.000-07:00

Heyys :)

2day wuz syfff!!! well,, it was really...... eventful.. didnt go school. went 2 music rm.. didnt let us tie our hair =.= then umm.. warm ups? sleeping?? eat bread.. (fastforward) make up?? eww.. red... n pale.. i loook.. like a witch.. k. cool. hair very high.. (fast forward) go board bus.. kecohkecoh wth my parents -.- then umm,, heels were like killling my feet T.T numb toes...

then like really nervous... wwooooow.. then we go in.. scarryyyyyyyy!! then sangsangsang.. alllooooooot wrong stuff.. aft that,, nat cried... wowow.. then cheere upps,, listen 2 other choirs.. nice... then went home.. ate KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKFFFFCCCCC!! then found out we got a SSSSSSSSSIIIIIIIILLLVEEEERRR!! HECK YEAH!! SCREAMED IN THE KFC RESTAURANT.. coool.. then umm.. homed.. that was pretty much it.. lol..

ADDITIONAL COMMENTS: (no offence.. dont take it too seriously)

YEAAAAAAAAHH!! WOOOOHOOOO!! U CAN SUCK IT DAMAI! CHOIR PROOOVED UUU WROOOOOOONG!!! YEAAAHHH... EAT UR WOOOOORDDSSS NNN JEEERSSS!! BOOOOYEAAAAHHH!! WOOOOO!!!

k. calm n collected.. seriouslyy,, those comments arent 2 b taken seriously..

LOVE,

EMMIE!!

CHOIR!!

2011-04-14T06:11:00.000-07:00

Heys guyss..

long time no post huh? yeahh.. anw,, 2day, me wann 2 tok bout choir. well,, i think syf has been putting alotta stress on choir.. its like everyone's 4getting y dey love choir.. saad :( ANW,, i just wann say i love choir veryvery much and i cant imagine life withoout choir.. seriously.. its so fun wen syf is not near.. plspls,, dont forget wat you love abt choir :)

love,

emms

Reactions

2011-04-08T19:10:00.000-07:00

Hais.. I remember when i heard smone mention your name the other day.. Didnt know i had such a strong reaction to it.. My chest got heavy and breathing got hard... Next thing i knew, tears started rolling down my cheeks.. I really miss you..

...

2011-03-31T05:20:00.000-07:00

I hate these moments cos i know this will be one of the memories i dont wanna remember..

Not a very bad day

2011-03-26T04:52:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE. hmm.. yesterday had an almost totally bad day..hmmm. woken up. taf club. bad mood. change seat. superbad mood. unplanned day. sad mood. very hot. upset mood. ppl piss me off. super bad mood. go home 2 fins erra's friends all over th house.. pissed mood. gt fight wth erra. angry n pissed mood. erra n her frens ignore me n hog up th tv.. n play vid games... SUPER PISSED MOOD. then go out 2 find nita. excited abit. found they werent there. PISSED, SAD, DISSAPOINTED MOOD. then found them.. tasha told me off. explode. scolscolscol,,, explainexplainexplain. FORGIVENESS N LOOVE. happy.. FINNAALLYYYYYY. jokejoke ard,

go petal. roll ard in grass.. yaaaaaay!! day ended in laughs.. thanks you friends :D

ps: sorry yinita 4 nt goin out wth u 2day :( mum insisted on sending me home.. she say nxt time i can explore all i want.. okay.

Love

Emms

Schools in

2011-03-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

Hey guyss. soooooo. tmrws school.. haiss.. suckszzz maan.. anw,, just nw do alll home wrkk.. =.= alot.. den took a break during the afternoon n went 2 shop wth sweety.. ate moshi fries.. den umm.. go buy stationeries.. acted kinda ccrazy.. okay.. done.. eeek!! sch tmrw!! wwish meluck!!

love,

emma

Been better

2011-03-18T04:45:00.000-07:00

Sorry, me. dont hurt ursself again okay??

Everythings getting complicated. its like everythings slipping away.. n u cant do anth about it..

Hero?

2011-03-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

U noe? today was very painfull.. mummy hit me alot. hurts so bad, i went inside the room.. i hit myself.. 2 new bruises. dont worry, nt that visible.. cut myself.. just once.. my very 1st.. bt its mre bearable thn the emotional pain.. n the whole time, i didnt know.. who to call, who to turn to. theres nobody i know i can expect a gd reaction frm.. smone i noe that can make me feel better. wheres my hero?

Day wth cousins

2011-03-15T07:28:00.000-07:00

Gd Night dearhs.. hmm.. 2day had an okok day wth cousins.. they came over yesterday night.. in the morning,, play ps2, watch tv n cook 4 them.. okok i guess.. except 4 the fact that they refuse 2 shower -.-

hmm. then ard 6.30, go out wth them.. go ice cream cafe,, then go floating platform.. funn?? then umm.. go rasarasa restaurant.. realised that i have sick cousins.. then walked home.. overall,, okok? y m i repeting? i dunno =.= kay nvm.. fotos @ fb

Night world!!

Love

Emma

Choir again

2011-03-14T03:51:00.000-07:00

Halloh humanzz.. 2daii,, woke upp early go choir. was super hyper for some reason.. like crazy hyper.. was bouncing off the walls.. funny. bt then sharleen told me 2 shaddap -.- i lost my hyperness.. dey tell us 2 be hyper during choir, then tell me 2 shaddap?? pfft.. neh mind.. after dat,, go kfc wif juniors n nita.. as usual.. den go junior hse.. did nails n hair.. 0.0 hmm.. wass funn.. bt had 2 leave earllyy :( hais.. of well..

-end-

hahah.. boring right? =.=

Love,

Emmie

C-A-M-P day 1

2011-03-13T01:43:00.000-08:00

Gd afternoon humanss.. gonna talk abt camp -.-

well,, as u know,, camp sucks. lets elaborate..

DAY 1

Play icebreaker games.. everybody's stomach was growlin like mad. den play station challenge.. still hungry.. except this time,, it was boring n stupid too.. den eat.. eww everybody was like: WAT THE HELL?! you could hear the initial shock frm everyone wen we gt our food.. then we allgo play mre games.. then go play the egg thingy.. ( u noe,, the one where we have 2 wrap the egg n throw down the 3rd storey n c if it breaks..) hmm.. that part wasnt so badd.. then we go umm.. i 4got..

then we go shower n eat.. shower,, only get 1 min in the shower.. u noe,, 60 seconds!!.. n had 2 shre cubicles!!! IKR?!! PISSED =.= then we all go serimbun campsite.. after the bus,, walk.. super dark n sort of tiring.. reach ready,, den ad 2 sit on the muddy n wet ground..pfft.. den we go pitch tents in the dark. ewww.... den had 2 rearrange them.. grr.. then still had 2 go out n discuss campfire -.- lights out ard 11.30.. couldnt sleep.. kept waking up.. overall,, 3hrs of sleeep..

Day2

to be continued...

East coast triiiiiiip

2011-03-12T21:11:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYHEY MY PEEPZZ..

lol.. soo long nvr post -.- pffft.. sorreh.. umm.. ive posted this upon request by zawiahh..

hmm... weeeeell,, the east coast trip wuz last week.. nitwas awesome.. despite unexpected events... syazz n hafizz couldnt come.. so it was an all girls day out!!

hmm.. lets see,, met up at bedok inter ard 12.30?? went there by weisuens directions,, stopped at parkway parade,, had 2 walk ard 10 mins tilwe reacheda comfortable spot near shops n stuf.. hmm.. it was kindda funn.. not many ppl on our sideofthe beach.. quite deserted frm wer we were sitting.. reached,, lay mat, put stuff down n raced towardsthebeach!! yeaahh... alotta ppl got a lil wet.. haha.. nobody brought towels or swimmingsuits.. bt we dried up soon enuf.. theonly problemwas the saaaaanndd.. had 2 dust ourselvesoff.. didnt work.. ended up going 2 mac 2 buy food n wash leggssss.. hmm.. queue was veryvery long.. then umm.. go back,, eat,, n then rented bicycles.. hahah.. everyone bankrupt.. rented only2 bicycles,, 2 ppl at a time.. was super fun tho.. wouldnt have it any other wayy.. then we returned the bikes n took alotta picts...so many unglam ones.. bt 4 zawiah's sake,, TAADAA~~

kayy.. thats all 4 noww!! haha.. byeess!!

LOVE,

EMMS

Camp

2011-03-08T04:40:00.000-08:00

i hate camping.. tmrw got camp.. pfft.. annoyed.. n pissed..... UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! i dont hav lotsa stuff ya noe??n iim faaat!! the whole things gonna b hiking n sleeping with bugssssss.. grrrrrrr... okay.. den gonna b dirrty.. okay.. gross.. gonna pack bag now.. ppl.. wish me luck please.. im gonna go 2 torture camp tmrw -.- hmph..

Adults

2011-03-04T04:57:00.001-08:00

Pfft. so pissed at adults today.. hmph.. y do adults always do wat they want wen they feel like it? if theyre in a bad mood, they just decide 2 scold u n pick on every little thing that they find with a flaw. It just pisses me off =.= even teachers.. of all the ppl,, u'd think that they are the least biased n they know hw 2 make their mood nt affect their teachings.. bt they just do it.. its just plain wrong fr goodness sake! If its your messiness, to your looks, to your studies,, when theyre in a bad mood, ITS ALL WRONG!! hmph..

You feel so trapped cos wen ur quarelling n u have every detail pinned against them, n its obvious that theyre in the wrong, they simply win the fight n say " shut up, im ur mother (or sm adult) you dont talk to me like that" n then youll have to give up before they have a chance to ground u or smthing.. Its helpless.. this is a world ruled by adults..

Love

Emma

East coast plann

2011-03-03T04:56:00.000-08:00

OMg.. planning 2 go east coast wth BBLC Tis sunday.. excited!! gt a plan.. muahaha.. gonna bring the happie couple 2gether!! weeeeeeeeee~~ hmph.. anws,, super excited!!! yaaaaaaay!

dunno hu 2 bring.. basically,, its gonna b a picnic?? i thk .. wth bycicle riding!!!

weeeeee~~

Love

Emms

Too hard

2011-02-26T20:28:00.000-08:00

I cant take it anymore.. too much pain.. its coming from everywhere.. im too scared to open my eyes too see whats gonna hit me next.. Im starting to consider the easiest way out..

Sports day tmrw!!

2011-02-24T03:43:00.000-08:00

Heyy bbys!!
Hmm.. quick post!! omg!.. tmrw is sports day!! excited!! anw,, 2day sch was okok uhh.. as usual.. bt i realised that hasanah couldnt go a day without mentioning KODIN!! hmm.. i think she's secretly in love wth kodin.. even tho she doesnt noe it yet.. hais!!! anw,, aft that got choir.. i was kinnda crazyy.. hmph.. oh yea.. n i reaudition the wind!! OMG!! I SANG IT SORTA ALONE N I PASSSSEDD!! WEEEEEEEEEE~~~ eberibodi cheeer!! woooooots!! still cant w8 fr tmrw!! yeahh!! tired tho -.- wann shower n watch teevee.. buh-bai frenns.
Love,
Emma

Hello Again

2011-02-23T03:45:00.000-08:00

Hie blog bby!! OMG!! nvr post 4 a reallyreally long time!! >.<

omgomg.. sorrysorry!! Haizxc.. too bad i can only online during weekend.. shhhhhhhhh.. mummy's nt home!!

anw,, had a really funn time 2dai!! didnt go out tho.. wierdd.. its been a really long time since i had that kinda fun in school.. yay.. hmm.. lessons were boring... bt aft school,, all hypered up.. 1st,, sat dwn thinkin wat to do n wer 2 go.. couldnt decide.. hmmph..

den go canteen,, eat.. yumm.. loh mai kai n chicken. soon will become fattest person in the wrld.. pfft.. den go 2 activities centre.. super fun!! play traditional games cos its mother tongue week!! haha!! den play batu seremban(?) im okok at it.. i like it. den syazwan joined n hafiz.. dey play like.. really bad.. haha.. esp syazwan.. me, bubbles, coco n lolly were like.. "crazy".. u probably dunno hu im reffering 2.. well we came up wth new nicknames!! yeah!!

nat: bubblegum (bubbles) <<-- i wanted dat name -.- bt i think she deserves it..

huiping (hello kitty): lollypop (lolly)<<--cute huh?

yinita (sweety): chocolate (coco) <<-- doncha just wanna eat her?

me: cupcake<<-- they said it was suitable.. oh well..

den umm.. hafiz n me threw the batu seremban at syazwan.. ended up playing catching.. funn.. havent played that in a longlong time.. i sisnt get caught.. den aft dat,, play finger twister wth the girls.. then the boys left n we (excluding lolly) play congkak!! funnn!!! i won :D

den at five,, we all ended up goin 2 mac n eating fries.. laughed like crrazzyy ppl n then homed @ 7.. overall?? AWESOME!

Love,

Emma

Bye davis

2011-02-11T21:10:00.000-08:00

Hie baby!! OMG miss blogging so much!!! anw.. alot happened this week..

on monday, told smone i had a crush on them.. It went okay..

on tuesday,, went 2 tampines 2 look fr scrapbook materials and then stayed up 5hrs 2 make Davis a scrapbook.. put in lotsa effort..

on wednesday,, celebrated wth sweety, nat, syaz, lixiang n davis.. i thot it was okayy.. Hais.. saaaaaad~~ bt i didnt know hw 2 tell him..

on thursday, syazwan cried.. alotta ppl miss davis.. haiss..miss him soo much.. oh yeahh... n went 2 a facial... really painful.. btw yinita passed the wind!!! YAAAAAAAAYY!!!

on friday,, turned crazy n took a super long bus ride.. atecheesecake.. didnt do much..

Today is saturday.. goin 2 chinese new yr party.. sucks. den might be going 2 auntie hse.. okay.. wow.. lotsa stuff happened..

btw,, here r some picts taken on davis celebration day..

BFs

2011-02-03T09:48:00.001-08:00

Morning guys..

hmmm.. u ever think of cute couples?? ya noe? wth the romantic kind?? wer the girl is holding her flowers n the guy is carrying he purse? I want that.. Dont you? its just so sweet.. why does it seem so simple to watch sm guys do romantic stuf? bt its so hard to get one to do that? why cant it come naturally??

haiss.. anws,, nt goin out 2day... relatives comin over.. yay -.- Sweety going universal studios wif her fam.. jealous... hais.. wat a boring day..

Buh-bai,

Emma

Messed Up

2011-02-02T04:47:00.000-08:00

How selfish can you be? make plans then ditch us? left us waiting fr 6 freaking hours! if this is abt the phone call,, u are sm piece of @#$%*! u noe what? i actually thought this was gonna happen.. bt no, obviously proved me wrong.. u noe what? U SUCK! u really hurt me.. shasha told me that u nvr ditched anyone before. i guess i know how im special..

u noe,, u didnt hav 2 pretend that u were so angry abt the phonecall thing. if u didnt wanna get to noe me, coulve just said so..

I wanna say that im different,, bt u probably dont think so.. i wanna say that u didnt hurt me,, bt u obviously did.

U SUCK

2011-01-29T21:29:00.000-08:00

I hate you! bt u did nothing wrong.. isnt that wierd? i hate you by nature.. i hate that u leave me waiting....

Confused

2011-01-28T18:22:00.000-08:00

Hi dearhhss..

So confused

of wat do do

am i even

in love wth you?

this is all so confusing.. its like u dont even like me.. can you be trusted? is this real? will you leave me waiting by the phone? if i give you my heart, will you break it? Am i ready? Is this my imagination? Would you lie? Would you lead me on? Would you run away? Would you be like this forever? Wont you tell me? Will i have to keep asking? Will you leave me like this? Will it end before it begins? Are you playing wth my heart? Do u think im playing wth your heart? Will you care? Will it be enough?? everything is so confusing.. I cant even tell right frm wrong anymore. Will you promise me? If u noe me, you'll know the question..

Love

Emma

AWESOME..

2011-01-28T03:57:00.000-08:00

is awesome.. yes.. thats right.. awesome is my new and awesome fave word.. i noe.. awesome right?? awesomly sweeeeeeeeeet!! i noe! Soooooo... hmm.. 2day,, had ss test!! omg 0.0 stupid boy go tell the whole class wrong topic.. we diedie study den another question come out... diedie.. gonna fail.. saaaaaaaadd.. hmmmmmmmm.. deen,, after dat,, went 2 moshi.. eat fries... den umm.. talked alot.. den go sweety hse.. make singing vids.. awesome.. posted it on youtube.. if u smart,, dont check it out.. Den walked n sang all the way home.. awesomez time wif sweety n nat!

Lets Boogie!

2011-01-23T04:58:00.000-08:00

Helloh ppl!

Hmm.. went out 2day to *ahemahem* (u shud noe by lookin at the title.. they rhyme..) wif beverly,, sweety n keysoo........... ugh.. i gues its a nice trip bt it was ruined by my sickness.. same symptoms:

- headache

- slight fever

- leg cramps

- Sore throat

sigh.. head still hurts.. didnt buy anth tho .except food. duuuh~~ i fat mah!

well.. erra bought a shirt.. nice.. checkered.. wish i had enuf $$.. i only had $4 T.T

n erra borrowed $2 frm me only returned @ the end on the day.. so technically,, i only had $2... saad right??

oishhhhhhh... we did camwhore.. bt she havent post yett...

oh well.. otw home,, she told us yesterday's incredible tales story.. nice.. then hugged goodbye.. awhh.. here are a few fotos.. btw.. im the one wearing blue!!

okay world.. im off to do mre homewrk!! Good nite!!

Love

Emma

Mum

2011-01-21T21:25:00.000-08:00

You dont lemme watch tv, u dont cook, or clean,, we do all the hse wrk and all u do is go to work and come home 2 boss us around! uve taken awway everything that means alot 2 me and uve trapped me inside this prison! you've proven to be a bad role model! if i grow older 2 become a hobo,, im blaming youh.. if i dont, i probably wont thank you..

Singing vids

2011-01-21T05:33:00.000-08:00

Gd nite ppl.. Hmm.. had nth much during the morning.. den aft sch,, met upp wif sweety n nat.. went 2 badok inter.. haizxc.. bored.. nthin much there.. then went sweety hse. ate alot.. den made vids.. i think my voice like sucks... okay.. ty.. okay.. den like homed..

Lame day

2011-01-19T02:33:00.000-08:00

Elloh peepearl..

todai go sch,, everything was okay until aft recess.. then,, everyhing became foggy.. then aft sch,, had 2 stayback.. then go bedok inter.. sat at library.. did nth much. boring sia.. wat an uneventful day.. i hate 2day. oh yea.. updated my other blogg..

2011-01-15T19:50:00.000-08:00

to:

How cool is this?

2011-01-15T19:48:00.000-08:00

Movie day

2011-01-15T19:00:00.000-08:00

Greetings my fellow bloggers.. hmm.. yesterday had movie day wif yinita n mim and aiman.. watched paranormal activity 2.. the sound quality was bad bt we could still make out the sounds..

KINDA scary.. screamed abit.. loud.. still think that paranormal activity 1 is scarier tho.. then fried fries.. then they left......... okay. didnt do anth else... sucks siaaaaa.. den online.. saw ppl scol me.. nt true stuff.. scolded back,, screamed alot,, explained,, gt an apology,, made upps.. okay....

2day goin 2 jemputan. booooooriiiing.. OKAY.. i hink tats all.. Buh-bai..

Love,

Emma

Bad Treatment

2011-01-14T20:43:00.000-08:00

LALALALALa~~~

Haizxc.. since wen did the weekends bcome sooooooooo bawring?????????? btw,, yesterday was really baaaaadd.. regretted goin 2 Nat's hse -.- ssssssssssssssuuckkz mann. soooooooooooo many problems........ sheesh.. she cried alot. haiyo!! u so kecoh! the reason we came there,, was cos we wan watch paranormal activity 2! den,, ended up she dont hav the disc.. ended up watching paranormal activity 1.. againn.. sucks manzxc.. if u want smtin,, say so.. its like u haven't learnt anything.. 4 that 2 hrs we were lecturing youh.. wasted our half day at ur freakin hse! u think we no manners,, bt the way u treated ur guests was just,, suckish.. go so far,, soo many rules,, ended up getting kicked out n ur excuse wass,, *drum rolls*

1) i dowan ur mom 2 scol 4 goin hm late

2) my mum comin home soon..

3) my dad's abt 2 wake up

4) i wann go shower..

if this is the kind of treatment were gonna get next time,, go die =.= her maid was really nice tho.. ty natasha's maid :D

the goin home part was okay.. in the bus, talked,, made weird noises. got off,, go moshiiii. ate fries n chicken. yay.. den homed..... taadaa~

2day bored.. l8r sweety comin over 2 watch paranormal activity 2.. i hope the cd is in gd condition.. btw,, currently hungryyy...

Mediation

2011-01-13T03:49:00.000-08:00

Yo peeps! Y do i feel like the week passed by so fast?? hmm.. anyway,, 2day had classes.. geo n physics,, my fav subs cos of the teacher!! n hmm.. Hasanah didnt come :(( sat alone during geog..

went recess wif zawiah.. ate alot.. ate nasi pulut n pancake 0.0 alott.. den go ice cream cafe wif erni n carinda.... yay... den go sch.. bad mood. den choir.. felt really short cos busy toking 2 murni.. den aft choir,, mediation.. its really harder than it seems.. n it took long.. made upp soon enuf.. huugs** den go moshi.. buy food eat,, tok crap.. saw MONA 0.0 RAN...went baack.. mission failed -.-.. den we all homed.. yaaaaaayy.. overall, gd day..

Love

Emma

...

2011-01-12T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hey.. go sch,, i like the sch part.. just nt after it.. wierd huh? anw.. already linked my new blogg...

Spendin time wif Sis

2011-01-08T17:09:00.000-08:00

Heys,, Yesterday,, went tamp wif sis (mim) n sweety(nita).. hmm.. at 1st dunno wat 2 do den aft dat go play hide n seek @ toys r us (as usual)) took care of baby yinita.. n den looked 4 shamim..

hmm.. den we all went 2 arcade n go take neoprints.. nice :) wanted them all ! >.<

den we go meet Adi n frens.. all boys r jerks when they were wif their frns.. no communication, no nothing.. then we all left them,, go buy teh n go 2 petal watch ppl play skateboard n soccer.. yay!! homed at 7.. TAADAA~ had awesomez time wif sisters!!

btw,, l8r goin malaysia wif mummy 2 do crapzxc..

Love,

Emma

PS: just made a new blog.. not gonna giv u guys the link yet..

CCA Exhibition

2011-01-07T02:54:00.000-08:00

Helloh guys..

Tired now.. hmm.. didnt do much during lessons.. hmm.. just studystudystudy..

after school, ate, n den go choir.. choir,, sat,, umm,, chatted,, listened 2 interesting stories.. lets just say that im currently terrified of singapore.. n den cca exibition began.. ohh.. cheered lots.. then pyseh-ed alot.. sang alot.. it was the most fun part.. pluss we got alot mre ppl then.. yay!! voice hurts.. my head is spinning! feel like crying. my head hurts like hell.. this happened last yr to.. hmm.. den goin home,, natasha blew up at us.. walao..

im sick n tired of hearing you scold us! u think u changed bt u havent okay? wat kind of bloody idiot does that to her friends.. u noe wat?? we listened 2 u and stayed beside you the whole time trying 2 explain n make u feel better.. if all we get is ur freakking temper that u cant control, y should we stay beside u at all?

Love,

Emma

School Begins

2011-01-06T05:54:00.000-08:00

Omg!! finally can blog!!! ahhh.. relieved..

hmmmmmmm.. okay.. so 1st day of school,, play games.. form tcher mdm nurmin.. fierce.. i dont like.. sitting beside carinda nw.. saaaaaaad.. hard 2 concentrate.. sucks man!

den doc hadi(?) is my Mt tcher.. sobsob... gonna fail malay tis year T.T

den ss tcher sucked, geog rocks, dnt sucks, maths... uhhhh.. uncategorized.. pe sucks.. ok loh.. choir.. nt chosen 2 sing.. i suck.. okay.. choir longlong.. tired sia! den aft dat, go take ic photo. sucks,, look fat.. hair looks disgusting.. saaad.. okay.. so far,, school sucks..

Love,

Emma

New Timetable

2011-01-02T03:40:00.000-08:00

Just checked out the new timetable.. personally, i think its CRAZY.. sobsob.. im gonna die! haizxc.. Ya Allah, pls dont let me suffer through sec 3!!

Back 2 school

2011-01-01T18:55:00.000-08:00

Elloh children.. 2day goin 2 auntie hse... haiss...... OMG!! ITS SCHOOL TMRW!! EVERYBODY SCREAM AND RUN AROUND IN CIRCLES!!! u guys havent been doing ur homewrk havent you?? tsktsktsk... ME NEITHER!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! omg.. bought books, bag n new shoes.. bt nt gonna wear them..yeeeeshh... haishh.. okay.. get back 2 work ppl,, i mean.. back to school.. hais.. byebye ppl.. li xiang,, we'll help u wiff the blogskin soon.. nat, nice hair.. yinita,, i miss you.. hais..

Love,

Emma

Changed

2010-12-31T19:31:00.000-08:00

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognize the girl you are today
And God I hope it's not too late
It's not too late.

what happened to you??

Love,

Emms

2010-12-31T19:27:00.000-08:00

Another year, another chance
To start our lives anew;
This time we’ll leap old barriers
To have a real breakthrough.

We’ll take one little step
And then we’ll take one more,
Our unlimited potential
We’ll totally explore
We’ll give up all bad habits;

We’ll read and learn a lot,

All our goals will be accomplished,

Sigh...or maybe not...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Do nothing

2010-12-30T22:15:00.000-08:00

Helloh.. today do nothing.. woke up early watch tv, eat. shower, go wash shoes, comp, watch tv again.. wow.... wat a major boring day. bye..

love,

emms

Last choir day 4 2010!

2010-12-29T19:35:00.000-08:00

Gd AND WONDERFUL MORNING ME DEARHS!! okay.. just gonna update abt yesterday.. after choir,, went 2 KAY-EFF-SEE wif nat and yinita.. wanted 2 meet li xiang bt that bastard ditched us again.. so,, ate fooodss,, chattttttted.. n then went 2 mac 2 pee.. go toilet,, nat n me inside.. door was jammed.. "HELP!!HELP!! OI!! DOOR WONT OPEN!!" thank god yinita saved us.. we didnt hav 2 call the workers there.. wouldve been embarrasssssiing!! then umm.. went 2 moshi.. otw, saw dad.. he gave me 2 bucks! CHA-CHING! $ den bought fries n chicken.. n den went 2 petal 2 slack.. fries stealer.. den put on choir shoes.. became shy models,, sang choir songs, found out i was sop 1 worthy!! hmm.. y do ppl act like sop 1s r better? hmph.. den chatted 4 a while.. n homed ard 6.45? umm.. overall? hmm.. oooooookay?? i think it was kinda funn.. too bad the day passed too quickly..

yinita n meeeee!

look!! its justin bieber!

Continued..

2010-12-28T17:12:00.000-08:00

hmm.. wer did i stop?

oh yea.. umm slack @ ice cream cafe wif muni, nat, sakinah sweety rite? de aft dat,, umm.. go playgrd.. play swing.. gt ired of flying.. den me play seeeesaaw wif nat n sweety .. started raining.. all went 2 shelter.. play singing games, heart attack, followed by truth or dare.. did embarrassing stuffs n listened 2 horrible truths.. shocked~ den @ 4.30, homed.. oooooooooooooooooooooooo..

2day gonna buy books hopefully nt by myself.. saaaaaaad~~ den aft dat, gt choir.. hais.. okay..

Love,

Emma

PS: aaaaaaah!! my memory card can keep only 25 songs!! sshhhhhheeeeeeeet!!

╔═══╗ ♪
║███║ ♫
║ (●) ♫
╚═══╝♪♪ music

She came back

2010-12-28T05:47:00.000-08:00

Hello my dears! hmm.. sunday, went bugis wif mummy.. bought 2 outfits.. had okok time.. didnt do much.. just walkwalk ard..

den umm,, yesterday,, had a relly lame day.. then everything turned ard wen yinita told me she's back in s'pore! yay! den had long otp talk wif li xiang... :)

den 2day had choir, ate at rasarasa.. den go ice creame cafe wif muni, nat, sweety n .. finish this tmrw.. kay bye..

Malaysia

2010-12-25T16:45:00.000-08:00

Heys gals! Hmm.. ysterday woke up at 7.. then @ 10, went 2 malaysia.. like my post said -.- den go there gt jam.. so took abt 2 hrs 2 go there. along the way, listened 2 Michael Buble(?) cds.. i like alot.. his voice is great! shudbuy his cds! i have like 4 of them.. den we went 2 buy school shoes n bags.. shoes very uggs.. bag plain bt i think its okay.. its black n its quicksilver.. den we all go 2 giant while dad went 2 wash car.. at giant, bought mum's clinic stuff n sm groceries i think.. cant rmb.. then we all went 2 walk walk ard, buy cd. dad stil havent finish.. so we sat at marrybrow. ate 1 chicken cos we all hungry.. den me n sis go toilet... go out, keyso n mum ditched us!! urrrgh! den me n sis went 2 walk ard loking 4 them. by that time,, my legs were killing me! den we found them.. well.. they found us.. car finally came.. we all got in n then my sis suggested going 2 a seafood restaurant.. we were so pissed @ my sis -.- cos we were driving ard looking 4 a seafood restaurant like 3 hrs.. we were like soo hungry.. coulve just go 2 pizza hut or kfc... wich we passed like 5 times!! finally found one.. by then, it was nite.. ate 2 my hearts content n then left 4 singapore.. once again,, listened 2 michael buble's cd.. sang along,, n talk abit.. homed ard 10.30 plus.. had an awesomes day! yay!!

Love,

Emma

Merry Christmas!

2010-12-24T16:46:00.001-08:00

Hi all!! Going 2 malaysia like rite now!!! omg!! never 4get 2 wish a merry christmas 2 all my dearhsss!! love u all muackzz!!

Love,

Emma

Last day..

2010-12-23T03:45:00.000-08:00

Helloh guys.. just nw spent lastday wif nita fr this year.. ~SAD~

went 2 eat, arcade n then slack @ open plaza.. helloh kitty n sis didnt come :(

It felt sad.. the whole time, i was thinking,, "today seems really incomplete.."

Bt tried 2 b happy.. i might hav 4get the fact that she was leaving tmrw.. fr a moment.. bt it always came back.. aww.. although she only leaving 4 a week, it seems really long.. considering the fact that i spent 90% of my holidays wiff her,, talking, slacking, shopping,, having funn.. i noe this sounds wierd,, bt i cant stand a day without her.. hearing her voice,, even the silence between each other is totally fulfilling.. my love for her is like an addiction.. i u think u love her the most, think again.. glad to hav her as a bff.. wouldnt hav it any other way.. jealousy is constant and i dont even think her bf would love her as much as i do.. she makes me fly, and i hold her to the ground.. hmm.. writing this post,, im wondering hw she feels abt me too.. hah... lol! LOVE YOUH..

PS: soory 4 croppping!!

Love,

Emma

Bad Badminton

2010-12-21T05:22:00.000-08:00

Helloh ppl.. just nw, went 2 sweety hse.. wanted 2 play badminton.. den ate popcorn.. den we all go cheers.. den go wif fredy, sweety, aiman n erra.. longlong walk. den wen we abt 2 play, fredy left the shuttlecock @ his hse -.- pissed.. so, we go 2 Cheers n bought stuffs n then go playgrd.. we play swing.. n others.. then started raining.. everybody play in the rain except me.. cos i wear white.. gt 1 umbrella.. haha.. i used it.. bt everyone, including me, play the 3 person see-saw.. me n aiman sat in the middle.. everyone was being ahem..ahem.. inappropriate.. den they play hopscotch while i sat down,, singing 2 myself.. then had a swinging contest.. n then we all homed.. overall,, fun..
PS: mummy coming home 2day!!
Love,
Emma

Trying

2010-12-19T18:18:00.000-08:00

Woke upp early morning 8 o clock! hmm.. had nothing 2 do.. soo, i update my wishlist (right here on the blog)n visited ALOT of blogs. found smone's blog.. the person i USED TO like.. made me wonder.. wat did i see in you? liking him ruinied my whole sec 2 life.. i cant help wondering if he was totally embarrassed.. haha.. remembering how akward it was just to look at him.. plucking up the courage just to say "good luck 4 the exams" constantly challenging myself to work up to a friendship.. i used to think the only way of getting over him was to hate him.. and so, i became harsh towards him.. and for that im sorry.. I guess, i saw something in you that i still cant deny up to this day.. hais.. bt i learn.. to stand up.. to run away.. to break down walls and lastly, to forget ppl frm the past.. I love the ppl hu i hav in my life now, and theres nothin u can do about that.. i just wish there were someone to replace the missing piece in my heart.. i still feel it ya noe? haha.. hiding it is easy.. imma good actress u noe? bt just watching, and being happy, and supporting ppl,, it makes me crumble inside.. ~when ur smiling, when ur smiling, the whole world smiles with you~

Love,

Emma ♥

Missing uu..

2010-12-19T03:46:00.000-08:00

Gd evening ppl,, had n okay day.. woke upp,, comped, ate, showered n then watched tv like theres no tmrw.. bored.. erra went 2 funeral.. me didnt wanna go.. went 2 sweety hse.. play truth or dare..

sweety got dizzy

everyone gt slapped

fredy ate a spoonful of salt n sugar

aiman wants 2 b a police man..

sadly,, had 2 go home very fast.. den vacuumed the hse n ate again.. yay.. then watched teevee again n now comping again.. hais.. I miss lotsa ppl:

-Sweety

-Mummy

-Sis

-Hello Kitty

-Keyso

-Gayboi (freddoo)

-Prettyboi

-Nat

-Erni

.. wanna spend an awesomez day wif all of them!

Love,

Emma

Stay home day

2010-12-17T02:10:00.000-08:00

Helloh my dears.. hais.. woke upp, gt msg frm fredd.. he was lonely -.- eesh..eesh..eeshh..

prettyboi dunno hw 2 tale care of is bff feelings -.-

.. uhh.. didnt doo much.. showered, ate, comped, missed lotsa ppl, watched tee-vee n den lie down on bed.. thinkin bout stuffs.. den repeated everything again.. boring day.. hmph.. wat shall i do?

Love,

Emma

Bedok interr

2010-12-16T00:52:00.000-08:00

Heys... uhh.. just now.. go bedok interr wiff errA n yinita.. go library, slackz... n play laptopp.. camwhored.. n den go ice cream cafe.. alotta ppl. bought brownies,, den go buy fries n homed.. hmm.. overall,, okok day.. kays.. bye..
love,
Emma

Sick of it!

2010-12-14T20:21:00.000-08:00

THATS IT! enough is enough! im sick and tired of the whole world! im tired of explaining myself! im sick and tired of comforting sensitive ppl! im sick and tired of explaining for you guys! the whole damn world is so friggin complicated!! just set the message straight! no lying! just the plain truth! ppl can take it! im tired of taking the blame! im tired of resposiblity werever i go! im sick of being jailed in this hell hole! im sick of ppl hu dont know how to explain themselves! im sick of listening 2 ppl scolding me! im sick of ppl acting like they even give a friggin damn bout me anymore when all u actually wanna do is hav fun and leave me behind! you noe why? because I hav 2 take care of your feelings bt u dont hav 2 take care of mine!!!

Hanafi sucks!

2010-12-13T18:28:00.000-08:00

Saaad~ hais.. mum dont let me go out 2 day.. i noe.. wat the hell right?? she said cos Hanafi said : "emma skarng da jadi nakal" walao! then u leyh?!! @$$h01e!! den can act like nth happen.. i punch ur face till u fly a thousand miles!! ugh! so annoyed! wat to do today? hmph.. wish i had the comfort of my own frens...

Wishes..

2010-12-12T23:00:00.000-08:00

amazing,, only 5 of my 23 wishes might come true.. hais.. guess that shows that i expect too much frm life.. no wonder everything keeps crumbling down on me... i gotta learn to let go...

Disappointed in dad..

2010-12-12T21:57:00.000-08:00

You noe, just when i thought u changed, u go ahead and prove me wrong... when will i become proud to have a dad like you?
Sorry BBLC..

Lonely

2010-12-11T07:30:00.000-08:00

"When ur smiling, when youre smiling, the whole world smiles with you..."

Ive been singing that tune to myself almost 20 times today.. wen im abt to cry.. hais... woke upp early.. @ 5.. shower, go work.. boring.. 12 hours of counting tablets... not worth it.. i felt soo lonely.. over..and over again.. its like it wont go away.. and then u strt to think of the ppl u love.. i guess nw i noe hu i love.. besides, i nvr wanna feel that way again! it was so horible! like all the happpiness was gone frm the world..thank god i can sing to myself.. or else, i wouldve ate all the tablets and killed myself.. for the firdt time, i realised, that u dont wanna die cos ur bored.. u wanna die of loneliness..
Love,
Emma

Mac

2010-12-10T02:40:00.000-08:00

Helloh my dears,, 2day didnt do much,, woke upp, comped, then quarelled wif 1 person, n made up wif 2 ppl.. then went 2 mac wif sweety(nita), fred n aiman.. waaah!! friday!! shit!! akward!! ate double cheeseburger.. then laptop-ed.. camwhored n went 2 stage 2 play google, survivor n ice-n-water.. man, i hate running! then homed n comp-ing again.. hais.. bored.. omg! cant go out tmrw... im working.. wif my mum -.- i noe rite?? yeesh.. i hav no life.. this better b worth smthin..

Tampines mall with Besties..

2010-12-09T19:37:00.000-08:00

Gd morning my babies!! Haha.. really happy 2day cos had a happy day yesterday.. at first, woke up earrly 8.30 a.m. then fb-ed.. lixiang told me meet him.. so we can buy tckets.. so meet @ 10.. talked alot.. spent 70% of the time,, settling the plans.. then we waited 4 erni.. she went missing.. met up wif fredy, nat n sweety.. late 4 moovie.. rushed.. then we watched.. n met erni @ tampines mac.. then celebrated her bday @ open plaza!! camwhored @ playground.. had awesomes time.. then we all had a fun cake fight.. then boys went home.. so we all went 2 arcade.. played paraparaparadise!! then we all hid n seeked @ toysrus!! then all girls went 2 erni's hse 2 play foosball table.. n then homed.. woo!! awesomes dayy!!

me, erni, nat n sweety :)

me, erni n nat!

erni, me n fredy

me, sweety n nat!

me, sweety, nat, fred n erni

fredy, me, nita, lixiang n erni!!

Toysrus!

2010-12-07T23:30:00.000-08:00

Helloh again! umm.. quick post!! 2day,, woke upp early,, sang my heart out in choir,, den went 2 century square 2 try shoes.. they havent expand -.- den me, nita, erni n nat went eat @ mac! i bought double cheeseburger n ice cream.. n then i stole other ppls fries.. dn we all went 2 toysrus again.. we became perverts hu r also secret agents.. okay.. den bused home.. nat went 2 sweety's hse bt i cant go :(. aww.. okay.. byebye :)

Cookie!

2010-12-07T23:15:00.000-08:00

Gd afternoon bloggers!!

Hmm im gonna strt wiff yesterday.. yesterday,, sweety came my hse... den i shower.. haha.. den had a big fight.. den talked it out in my safe comfort zone... den we talked bt childhood stuffs n den we baked coooookies!! wahh!! took so long sia!! the packet say 20 mins,, den like 1hr 4 a tiny batch!! bt had lotsa funn!! den we off all the lights n it was light totally dark!! cos it was like 7-ish?? n den we all told ghost stories.. ooh.. fun!! den after dat, distribute cookies n then they homed..

okay.. pics!!

me n mim

before

after!! yummmyyy!!

Getting the job done

2010-12-06T07:36:00.000-08:00

Hallow my angels!! Soo,, woke up early morning, 2 sing my heart out @ CHOIR! I was hyper.. couldnt stop laughing.. finished learning ~the wind~ wooot!! i forgot hw it goes 0.0
den aft dat, took measurements fr choir gown n ate biscuits!! n den went 2 century square 2 buy shoes.. couldnt fit.. embarrasing.. den slacked @ malll wif my dear n sweet yinita.. den had a "sweet makeover" n made a fool of ourselves @ toysrus.. them met upp wif li xiang n freeddddoo.. gt sm of the job done.. bt rained puppies n kittens!! so we slacked under blockk.. den we all go bedok 2 finish distributing the flyerssssss.. lost my cookie dough o.o n den homed..
overall, had an awesome dai wifffffffff my belovedsss..
I love YINITA! ♥

Working!!

2010-12-04T04:35:00.000-08:00

Helloh my darlings!!
Hmm.. had a nice day 2dai! Woke upp ard 11, then comped, showered n gt ready 2 meet ppl.. left home ard 1.3o.. den met up wif yinita n went 2 ice cream cafe 2 meet her bro n li xiang.. den slacked a while..ohkay uhh.. den heard smtin disappointing a while.. den nita gt 2 eat kimchee (?) den went 2 work.. the boys annoyiing!! yeesh! less than an hour,, then whinewhinewhine.. then,, do half the work,, then we play@ playgrd.. n slackzz again.. den went 2 tamp,, camwhored in the bus.. then fredy n li xiang go 2 TM n me n yinita went home.. (TY YINITA)!! had an okok day:)
happy dat mummy allow me 2 go ouuuuuuut!! wooo! i love you!! im referring 2 3 ppl!!

2010-12-03T06:50:00.000-08:00

Helloh my peeps!!
2day had an interesting day.. gt choir.. 7hrs.. tired.. den go ice cream cafe.. saw fredy n lixiang.. freaked out.. hang out with them til 6.30.. den homed..
wow short!!
no time!! mum nagging!! okay.. bye!!

Lonely

2010-12-02T01:48:00.000-08:00

Woke up ard 11.. den fb-ed.. angry at li xiang.. cos it pisses me off dat everytime we chat,, he'll b whining n whining abt smone.. i just wanna talk bout smting else like normal frens.. so im currently bored to death.. I wanted 2 go out 2day.. bt everyone's busy :l
sort of.. erra went out.. i asked i could follow.. she wouldnt let me.. dad's frens r outside... so im stuck in the room.. feel so lonely.. i dunno hu i can rely on anymore..

2010-12-02T01:38:00.000-08:00

PLS stop saying "I THOUGHT!" if u dont get it right,, ill get pissed.. so ask!! its not that hard!! anyway,,, its really hard not 2 get jealous.. the only thing i confirmed was that i cant go out on weekends.. n did u noe wat? if u asked me iff i could go just nw,, i could.. im allowed 2 go u noe?? ahh.. watever.. i dont tink i can get over this one.. ive been thinkin bout this fr hours..

Fun day..

2010-12-01T03:32:00.000-08:00

Heyheyhey!! heloh ppl!! i miss u all!! wel 2day had choir... i was very damn l8 sia!! okay.. umm... i w8 4 yinita @ block 609.... den i saw her.. den i went round in circles 2 find her like 10 times bt she disappear sia!! den i heard her call me so i turn ard,, bt i couldnt find anyone.. so i went round i circles again calling out her name, after 10 more times, i was so exhausted i almost cry sia!! i kept saying 2 myself: omgomg. i lost my bff.. omg?!! wat if she kidnapped!! lol
den i went 2 public phone 2 call her.. turns out she went 2 school oredy =.= i noe right??
den i w8 4 bus,, like 20 mins sia!! den i was like 30 mins l8 4 choir..
den singsingsing,, omg.. gt auditions sia! i sing like shiit!! thank god gt belvy in my grp.. den after dat,, singsingsing abit mre, den kena scolded by commitee.. okay..
den me, earnie (?), jia qi(?), murni, nat n yinita(sweety) go 2 bedok inter the new japanese restaurant.. nice! its affgordable,, and although they serve in small portions,, there is alot of diff food n we all became full easily.. den toktoktok,, laughlaugh,, den homed.. okay.. overll,, the day turned out really fun :) hope we can do stuff like that again soon!

Losing

2010-11-28T17:16:00.000-08:00

Losing grip on reality... drowning in sorrows..
Just too much that time cant seem to heal

Singapore Flyer

2010-11-27T19:35:00.000-08:00

Hellooh my dears,, yesterday went 2 sg flyers wif bigbig fam,, reach der,, go duck tours 1st.. going inside the water,, gt really wet.. kinda boring bt at least i gt 2 try it n it was an exciting experience.. hmm,, den go 2 sg flyer,, we wnt during the nite time... yay! saw beautiful country... i couldnt identify malaysia -.- hmm den, hungry,, soo, ate at local cofeeshop place.. the place was on a road n ther were many stallls.. me drank teh ice ^-^ so,, im happy .. den umm.. homed?? i gues... haiss.. it sounds short bt it was actually qiute long!!
Duck tours

abt 2 go duck tours

nicenice sg

Sg Flyers

in sg flyer with bigbig family

breathtaking view

Bintan trip

2010-11-27T19:15:00.000-08:00

Hies! hmm i bet alotta u r wondering hw the trip went,, well i tink it was nice :) bt my mom was 2 busy entertaining other ppl.. ate lotsa food, the beach was awesome, the sand was super soft n the water was sooo clear! bt i didnt swim in the sea cos there were too many corals.. nnn.. hmm wat else uhh??? ooh yea!! we went 2 the activities centre and did some activities such as the gungun games.. fun.. we also did archery, ride horse, n did the clay shooting.. go swimming @ the pool.. was soo awesome!! there was a pool bar.. yes, thats right, a bar, in the water! n everything was soo unique the pool was beautiful!! instead a walls surrounding the pool, thre were rocks n stuff, tyhre was also a jacuzzi!! wow nice :) okay.. pics r @ facebook.. bt im just gonna show u guys a few here..

Bintan

2010-11-19T04:41:00.000-08:00

Hey gals,, tis morning woke up early,, go camp.. it was okay urhh.. umm.. we played lots of games.. the last one was tiring.. at first, i tot it was ridiculous that we had to cook our own lunch,, bt i guess that we had fun in the end.. the food was nice too.. aww.. i didnt get 2 watch the horror movie n go 2 the nightwalk with them :l i bet i was gonna enjoy that part.. i like the tent pitching part.. cos i felt like a pro fr noeing wat 2 do wif all the stuffs :B
too bad i cant stay overnite :( hmm.. i hope everyone enjoys themselves..
tmrw waking upp early 2 go bintan!! hmm.. u noe waat?? i tink its gonna suck.. bt.. wateva.. hope i can bring back souveniers 4 u guys!! (hmm.. i hope i spelled that right :l)
oh well,, Byes,, im only coming back on sunday nite, so i cant w8 2 go tampines wif BBLC! yay! i hav a feeling im gonna hav CHA-CHING! $$ ohkay guys.. bye now! :)
Love,
Emma

Worst news of my life

2010-11-18T00:46:00.000-08:00

Hies ppl...
just a short post..
woke up @ 7..
go choir..
RECEIVED THE WORST NEWS OF MY LIFE
died
cry
cry
cry
choired
sing
sing
sing
go 7eleven
go floating platform
go icecream shop
go home
l8r going play badminton
kay done..
buh-bai~